Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Music is my Life !

My life is so much intertwined with all the beautiful songs I have heard ; sometimes I think I can make a graph out of them.

Last year , I had done some song quotes on computer with so much effort and I lost them while I imported and deleted my old domain. To tell the truth I lost many photos also which I could not find any where else . It is a difficult thing for me to get over my loses , however small they may be.

Yesterday while cleaning up and sorting out my desktop I accidentally found that I had  saved some of them . Vow !!!



When we were kids , me and my sister had a lyrics book in which we wrote lyrics of all the songs we ever heard . When we grew up , I converted it into a quote book .

Where is that book now ????

Gone with the wind!!!

( Once in a while I do some compulsive purging and almost always end up losing things I treasure most ) .

But the lyrics are embedded forever in my mind .



To do these I had downloaded some Malayalam fonts and all and some photos were edited in picasa and adobe .

The down side is now I don't remember any thing about it .

I will have to learn it all once again if I want to do the lost ones !!! The Dyscalculia Devil Reigns :-(



That is why I like this poem from Orkut communities very much . It is so true . I can't Remember Me

I don't contemplate the future
I can't recollect the past
Lost in the land of limbo
In a time that may not last


The days now pass before me
In an alternating blur
Confusion reigns within me
For a past thats lost somewhere


I know I am, for I exist
The photographs don't lie
Pictures of a life now lost
But I don't remember why


I see a new life every hour
In a place thats not the same
No hint of recognition
For turmoil is to blame


I write these words upon this page
For others now to see
But don't ask me if I wrote them
As I can't remember me.


- Courtesy Orkut Neelam's Communities .

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